Friday, April 18, 2003 music: American Idols- that's what friends are for
i dont know larhs. super fan now. argh. suddenly feel v alone. like i have no friends at all. haiz. i realised something today. i have plenty of good friends but few true ones. i can only think of lynn and sebass. this is totally making me sad. and i totallie hate it when pple keep things from me which they always do! they think i will react to it badly. but i wont. i will if i chance upon it. though i wont say anything about it. i feel very very bad inside of me. i'm suffering. just wanna lie on bed and cry or something. i dont know why i am feeling this way. i am going insane mans. i cant take this any longer! this sux. argh. i am so pissed off at myself!!! ahhh. what have i done to deserve this?! i cant take it any longer. why do i look at my friends so differently!! i am getting so pissed off!!!! i am going insane! argh. this sux. totally. big time!!! cant take it.
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